Letting go....

I am struggling today with this "letting go" thing. For a situation in my past. Oh yes, I've forgiven. I'm free from that. And I hold no ill will. It's the moving on that's hard. I can see I'm being blamed for someone else's misery. I can see they're making themselves miserable by holding on to bitterness, and coming against me for it. Still I remain silent. But when you truly pray for someone to be blessed, to be free, to move on...and they don't...that hurts. I hurt for them. And I'm starting to blame myself as well. What I did in ending a friendship was truly what God told me to do. So He could bless us both in ways He never could when we were together. But I know I am the only one who believes this. Sometimes love means saying goodbye. Sometimes true love requires letting go. There's no way I can get anyone else to understand that. And still it goes on...the picking and blaming and hating. I hate being hated. I hate to think I'm the reason for someone else's pain. So I keep praying....still grieving inside, and attempting to leave it in God's hands.