"Kay...is in a season of discontent. God is awakening something in me. I have no idea what, or the hows of it. I can't see the end. I'm in transition. But every time I long for more, God doesn't say "No." He says "Don't give up. Just wait. You have no idea what I have in store for you!" I'm holding on today, and believing that this craziness I feel now will manifest in eventual beauty."
This is my current Facebook status...totally inspired. The last few days have been a whirlwind, and I am in awe of what God is doing. Today God is truly awakening me to see the beauty in my life, and in specific prayers of mine that He is answering. I've been looking around me and feeling like I will never reach what I long-ago dreamed for, what I still yearn for now. The enemy told me to stop dreaming, and is still whispering that to me even now. But I'm not falling for it. I'm brushing him aside quite easily and believing that with God all things are possible. He gave me that verse as my own 18 years ago. And has proven it to me in HUGE ways ever since. He has only begun to show me what "impossible" really looks like manifested. I look back at that day when it first became real to me & smile. I feel very strongly that I'm gonna look back at THIS time, today, years from now and realize that this is when I truly GOT IT. When I finally stopped flapping my wings and let the abundant wind of God's promises lift me, carry me, and allow me to soar. Finally. It's time for God to grant me the deepest desires of my heart. And for me to let Him. :)
10 months ago
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So why is it that you get it and I am struggling to hold on?
I am so happy that God is taking you to higher ground.
It seems like we are on a similar path, but mine is leading me to a hopeless, helpless disaster; yours to fulfilled fruition. So I wonder why??????
I don't even have words to pray anymore, my hope is lost and my countenance is changing.
I am slipping in ways that I never thought I would...and I wait. Nothing happens. So I wait some more, but still nothing. I hope, but even that slips away.
Don't get me wrong, I'm glad that God is moving in your journey and you ABSOLUTELY deserve to have your needs met. I just wonder......why is there no hope for me?
Know that I have little to no actual (worldly) proof that God is taking me somewhere...He is just impressing it upon me. It is beyond comprehension, beyond what I or anyone else can see. I'm looking for His promises, and He is telling me He WILL fulfill them. And I am BELIEVING Him! God is not one that He should lie! Hold on to the hope He's giving you...however small, and DON'T LET GO of it. Leave everything negative and hopeless behind. Search for the promises of hope and new life in His Word. They ARE for you too sweetie! Believe that!!
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