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God is opening me up. Stretching me. And I am stepping out and LOVING IT!! Finally I feel a sense of purpose, a vision. I now see a pathway to walk on ahead of me. And, I also see obstacles. Many of them. When I glance forward, they are pretty intimidating. They even look familiar.

I have many pet peeves...especially about the area I'm stepping out in. And on my first step, I encountered pretty much all of them! But I won't back down...and I won't give up. In giving of myself, in an area that I love and I'm very comfortable in, I have finally found peace. And at the same time, a strength that I forgot I possessed. I have said "I'll go where God wants me.." countless times in the past few days. And this time, I really MEAN it!

I am so excited for the first time in years. Pieces are falling into place. I am embracing the desires & passions God has put in my heart. Trusting Him to make it all make sense. And I have such a calm assurance that He is!! Everything in my life has led up to this!!

I am hoping I may be able to share more details, and those more openly, very soon. Cuz I think I'm gonna have some amazing stories to tell! :) I am FIRMLY under God's capable control!